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Sunday, October 10, 2010

ALERT: This Is Not Dreamer's Dream Too

I was sitting at the thick cement rail of the balcony, cuddling a glass of wine. I knew I didn't belong to the world behind the wall I am leaning on.
I looked at my lavender colored dress. It was not as striking as any of the other dresses in there, but it did caught me some attention... A few 'gentlemen' had their eyes on me, but they are just not the ones that I had mine on. Sigh, thinking of that person hurts my mind... and my heart.
Every time I think of him, my world will start to swirl. His presence alone is enough to make me smile, his absents alone... is more than enough to make me frown. I hoped, wished, prayed, that he would feel the same... but... I don't think he does... It's all just a dream, I'm not sure whether it's a good one or bad one though...
I looked out to the endless sky, and tool a sip of my wine... Too sweet... And I poured it onto the plants on the outside of the balcony.
"That's not very nice of you," a male voice came intruding into my ears. That voice... his voice... My body trembled from the fright he gave, and fell off balance, towards the plants. He swiftly pulled me to him, and I hung onto him. 'Just one more second' I told myself, but few seconds have gone past... I let go at last.

"I guess I have to pay for that," I looked at the broken glass pieces.
"No one will know," he assured me in a deep voice.
"but my fingerprints are there..." I said innocently, just wanting to prolong the conversation.
"Too bad then," he smiled and picked up my left hand with his right, "May I have this dance?"

I listened to the music from the hall, it's some random song, but this random song is going to be our song. I nodded slightly, and we started moving in waltz steps. I moved as slowly as possible, I kept wishing that this moment will last forever or at least longer... but nothing lasts forever. I stepped away from him as the music stopped, "thank you," I said, and I walked back in to the place where I did not belonged to, and headed straight out. 
I'm grateful, because, at least now I know that that dream is not a bad one.

1 comment:

  1. Lol, you posted the girl's version on here too? Nicceeee~

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